by etherealwishes

Nothing is as painful as stopping the tears from streaming down your face. But you have no choice. You failed to control your emotions. You look down to hide your glassy eyes but the tears are inevitable now. You close your eyes and try to stop it from flowing down. But then, you realize it’s almost there. You blurt out how stupid you are but no, the tears are more stupid than you. They flow down incessantly even though they are unwanted. You try to stop it but the more you try, the more it won’t stop. And what’s probably more painful than this? Being very aware of the fact that your tears will not change anything.