It’s thursday. It’s the same exact thursday I anticipated months ago except now, I’m afraid I have to say it scared me.
One person who is important and relevant to me might be setting off on his own, trying to break free from the chains holding his facade. The pain will not be temporary, I know. I will remember him in songs that I used to listen on my jolly days. I will see his stoic stance in the reflection of the clear water. I will relive his silly actions but I will not laugh anymore. I might feel a little void of happiness or I might even spill water from my eyes.
But this is his decision. He stood up to be a role model to his brothers and he sacrificed a lot for this decision and I hope he receives nothing but respect. However, people will see him as a traitor, a dirty human being no matter what but I will still be the small girl, 26 centimeters smaller than him who will offer all my respects and love no matter what he does because I love him.